a torturous 2WW ~

Its D14 and I tested using home pregnancy kit this morning.   Perhaps I shouldn't have.  It was BFN (Big Fat Negative). 

And I wondered if this meant I have failed my fresh cycle ~ .. I was upset & told Irene I'm not going to test anymore till the hCG on 25 Oct. 
My usual PMS includes headache before, during and after my MC (menstration cycle).  I wondered if its coming cause I started having headache in the afternoon. Its afterall D14 huh? I'm keeping my fingers crossed since hCG is much more accurate than hpt.
My friend's dad passed away last Sunday and none of our ex-classmates could make it.  I contemplated, asked around and was advised against.  I've known her since we were 14 and since she knows I am in the most critical period of my IVF procedure, I trust she would understand why I couldnt attend her dad's wake.  Nonetheless, I sent Vince.  Vince was from a secondary school in AMK and used to hang around the old AMK interchange, thus he knows Jenny's dad who works there.  He was a heavy smoker and had died of TB.  R.I.P uncle ~